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I'm still going through very low points of missing Krisi. I can be find and then boom, like a bomb I'm depressed. Just a few more days until we're together again though. I can't wait, taking a little trip out of town for a night. Just good time together away from the world. The apartment is still so cold and uninviting without her there. I miss her so much. Love lift us up where we belong.

Writing my great epic now,... or starting it. Character development is killing me though. Fresh idea's are hard to hold onto. So I only work on it every other day, I'm hoping this will keep the idea's coming.

I really do feel like I have changed my life though, writing, reading, just thinking things through. Everthing has helpped me see what I was and what I am now and shall ever be. Kinda like I was living through a fog, but it's all so clear now. But knowing that I will only pray harder for people and things in my life.