seriously

why does life have to be so difficult all the time. Something easy would be nice every once in a while. Of course then I think well nothing good is ever easy....right, anyone wanna back that statement up? and with that I'll just say, whatever. good night world.

This isn't about Loki, I'm not ready to write anything about him yet. Only that I miss my buddy everyday.

time

so maybe it's time. then, now, tomorrow, next year. No matter how bad you want someone, if the time isn't right then it will not work. No matter how hard you make everything around you seem like it's the right time. Maybe it's a path, and along the path you hit bumps that make your heart forget time. But time doesn't forget you, and time knows the path you are on. The path and time are joined showing us a sparkle of what we will one day reach. For some the path to love is short and sweet, it happens early in their lives and they know it for the rest of their life.... for those special few time has released them. For the heart and love are the only two possible forces in the universe that can over come the power of time. Of course that leaves the rest of us that haven't or thought we had at one point or another...but we remain on the path. Apparently time isn't through with us yet, or playing a joke on us.... it does seem like that sometimes. That's the thing with time, that tiny sparkle that we get to see once in a while...In some cases it's a prelude to what awaits you but at a different time on the path. We feel that our paths stretch to Saturn's rings...Hope for tomorrow keeps us traveling down the path and toward our star. As the emptiness in the hearts of those on the path becomes overwhelming, they need only look back at the path they have traveled. Looking back reminds us of the bumps that make time stop, even if for just a short time. Those bumps are enough to keep us moving toward the next one, the last one, the forever one.

I know I have messed up more than I have successed in this journey called life, but looking back on my path....I smile because I do see what is possible in love.

no clue

so if I get pissed at someone for trying to bring a drink from a bar into a car, and then yell at them because I think they are talking shit........wait for it........Then I get yelled for getting pissed.

life is awesome.