movtivation

I'm sorely lacking movtivation at work. I guess it's because I know it's time to move on. But then I also lack the movtivation to update my resume and get it out there. I guess it has something to do with I have no clue what else I can do. I've been doing tech support for the better part of 8yrs. And no, there's hasn't been as signifigant growth in what I do, in fact it's only gone down hill in the last several years as pay is lowered in because most company's now out source their tech support to cheaper labor over seas. Good times for us here. I really want a clean start doing something I've never done before but what! Maybe I should try the car sales thing again. That was fun at moments but damn the hrs. Weekends, holidays, and rarely ever getting a day off. But I can sure sit around and talk about cars all day. I guess I'm just lost. I really don't feel that my life has made a difference at all. I'm just plugging away at nothing, working toward nothing. This is a very depressing realization. Well no ones going to just walk up and hand me a better job doing something completely differnt so I guess I'll just do it my self. Time to bring the Thunder.