let's do the update thing again

So it's been about 2 years since my last post here, wow. I'm the Managing Editor at Comicbooked.com so if you like comics or pop culture of any kind check it out. I've moved twice and I'm about the move a 3rd time since my last update, I'm on my 2nd car since the last update. Time flies like crazy and you never get it back so have some fun.

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new yrs here we come....or I

in bed before 11 last night, Crossfit after work and early to bed again tonight. Going to start reading "not a fan" tonight also, thanks for the gift Gavin.

two years gone by

over 2yrs with no update....I'm slipping. So much as happened in these missing 2yrs. career change, broken heart that was healed and then broken again. I run in cycles I guess it the main paint. loss of a dog, gain another. I still can't believe it's been two years since I updated this site. One year after my last post I went to another Halloween party and it changed my life for the next year, so strange. Glad I finally looked at this site again.

another year older and deeper in debt

it's a good song...


bday in 2 days. Taking a few days off work and I plan to get some riding in if the weather is alright. Still trying to figure out my costume for Saturday night also.

7 months or so with no post

I still exist lol

new site ideas

I've owned two domains for a lot of years at this point....I used to have sites up on both but now I just keep holding onto the domains....

Subvertmag.net will be returning soon, but wakeskating will not be the focus. what will it be, just wait and see.

Also I will be reenergizing exilestate.net because that's what I do. it was just a blog in the past, this time it will be more information driven, but I will have a blog on there also,, I think at this point.

mtb and moving

ok, so I finally did my first solo trail on Saturday. a medium/advanced trail at rope mill creek and wow it was great. I did it in half the time it took me on Wednesday and I still took a lot of breaks. I make it out 3 times this week, the most so far and I definately can't wait to get back out there... maybe tomorrow after work. Guess I need the try the trails over in roswell too since I'm so close.

Wednesday I close on the house so most of this week will be taken up with packing/moving. It's pretty exciting to be buying my first house. I just wish I was already in there. It's gonna be a crazy week with work too, lots of projects to get ahead on before I take time off.

paper work fun

Last week I signed my full name about 200 times on all the mortgage paper work.
They told me there will be more at the closing, awesome. I need to get a name stamp made or something.

Gotta get the rental house all cleaned up and ready to be emptied. I'm ready to be out of there now, it was a good experience but I would not do it over again.

Home owner

Yep, the bid was accepted and I should be in the house in 30 to 45 days.
The start of a new adventure in home ownership as it were.

Now I just need to get everything in order and ready for the move.
I'm extremely happy to have a fenced in backyard for the pups and a nice big garage for the Tahoe!

bids

Putting a bid in for a house today. it's so strange all of the things you consider when buying a house. location, does it suite me needs, will it suite me needs in 5 yrs/10yrs. are the bedrooms big enough, is the yard big enough. it's a little bit maddening. I never really thought I would be buying a house alone though either.

I hate second guessing my self.

2 months

I have 2 months to find a new place to lay my head. Hopefully I can find a house to buy in that amount of time. Plus I have to get p90x going, I'll be mountain biking as much as possible. Training the dogs. Going to the lake.

My summer appears to be pretty full, well the next 2 months anyway.

HERE COMES THE THUNDER!!!!

be ready.

Also, mountain biking... I bought a 2010 Specialized Hardrock and I have to say that it's been more fun than I thought it would be. I guess the investment has already paid off a bit. The bike is black and silver/grey....it matches Duke lol

dust

sweeping up the pieces of my crushed spirit. good times indeed.

I was running

Running a 5k in 5 days, then it's half marathon time toward the end of March.

Must train harder and faster.... need some new shoes too lol

new year

Well I have a lot that I want to get crossed off the life list this year. 2009 was definately a year that opened my eyes to a lot of new things...some good, some horrible.

and I still miss my Loki monster.

house/home/roof over my head

looking at houses alone really sucks. Oh well, that just means it's all about what I want. I still say the buying process should be streamlined.

who the f knows

at certain points in my life I have to ask my self, why not me, why am I not good enough.

basicly I have more reasons to now hate my self and life.

awesomeness huh.

seriously

why does life have to be so difficult all the time. Something easy would be nice every once in a while. Of course then I think well nothing good is ever easy....right, anyone wanna back that statement up? and with that I'll just say, whatever. good night world.

This isn't about Loki, I'm not ready to write anything about him yet. Only that I miss my buddy everyday.

time

so maybe it's time. then, now, tomorrow, next year. No matter how bad you want someone, if the time isn't right then it will not work. No matter how hard you make everything around you seem like it's the right time. Maybe it's a path, and along the path you hit bumps that make your heart forget time. But time doesn't forget you, and time knows the path you are on. The path and time are joined showing us a sparkle of what we will one day reach. For some the path to love is short and sweet, it happens early in their lives and they know it for the rest of their life.... for those special few time has released them. For the heart and love are the only two possible forces in the universe that can over come the power of time. Of course that leaves the rest of us that haven't or thought we had at one point or another...but we remain on the path. Apparently time isn't through with us yet, or playing a joke on us.... it does seem like that sometimes. That's the thing with time, that tiny sparkle that we get to see once in a while...In some cases it's a prelude to what awaits you but at a different time on the path. We feel that our paths stretch to Saturn's rings...Hope for tomorrow keeps us traveling down the path and toward our star. As the emptiness in the hearts of those on the path becomes overwhelming, they need only look back at the path they have traveled. Looking back reminds us of the bumps that make time stop, even if for just a short time. Those bumps are enough to keep us moving toward the next one, the last one, the forever one.

I know I have messed up more than I have successed in this journey called life, but looking back on my path....I smile because I do see what is possible in love.